I started reading a new book (finished Reinventing Jesus last weekend) called This Beautiful Mess by Rick McKinley. He is the pastor at Imago Dei in Portland, which you may know from Donald Miller’s book, Blue Like Jazz. It is already compelling, and will be worth it’s weight in words, I can already tell. My favorite line thus far is “In all the tidiness, the wonder of the gospel of Jesus seemed to be disappearing.” A lot of the book hurts when you read it, but it grows you all the same.
So life is messy, which is certainly addressed in this book, and there is a part in Chapter 6 where he goes into this story about living in a hospital while his son is sick. It’s heart wrenching, but it leads me to share. I beg you to pray for this boy that I know. A friend of mine, Nate Oates, is currently pastoring a church in Lincoln called Emmaus. A little over a week ago, his 4 year old son, Isaiah Oates, was diagnosed with Leukemia. You can read about it here, but I challenge you to read the post, Rough Night, Encouraging Morning. It has redefined what it means for me to have faith like a child.
side note: It also made it 10 times harder to sing ‘You give and take away, my heart will choose to say, Lord blessed be your name.’ Honesty hurts, and it is so hard to be completely honest when singing most worship songs. Maybe some people think I shouldn’t say that, but they probably don’t think about what they are singing anyway.

David says:
I know what you mean re:worship lyrics. I remember one time in 9th grade singing a song with the line: “You do all things well, just look at our lives.”
It really angered me at the time, because things weren’t anywhere near good (in my 9th grade mind).
That line is not always going to the most fun to sing, but it’s always true.
Jun 03, 2007, 8:55 pmscoeyd says:
I wonder at that song - I know Job meant it, that it accurately portrays the OT version & understanding of God. But is it truly accurate regarding the character & nature of God - that He gives & He takes away? That He’s the giver of leukemia, when it strikes His fancy to “shake things up?” When He’s decided to visit us with some suffering… I couldn’t & can’t reconcile it to the predictably good God that is revealed in Christ. So I don’t sing that song. And words are more important to me, esp. lyrics in a song… Thanks Sr. Lib.
Jun 03, 2007, 11:14 am